Ain't No Supermom

Bam

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Michelle White

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It’s here.
How do people go through these times without huge love and incredible friends and family? Unmet people that love and pray for you like you are family? Ahhhh. Chills and tears.
God has so graciously given you all to me, to be strengthened, comforted, cared for. You are all my people and I love you and cannot ever show the gratitude I have for all that you do for us and all the heard prayers. I have been at this long enough to know, praying can be hard. Distracting. Confusing when we don’t know what to pray for. While it’s not an art, it is a discipline, one that I have had the privilege to get better at over the years. It’s not always easy to find the words or time-I remind myself that the Holy Spirit knows what to pray for when I don’t. And then I can ramble.
I feel like in this situation, this is me. I ramble as I don’t know what to pray for past the obvious. So I have been thanking and praising in trusting that He knows my heart.
Please continue to pray or ramble in prayer. Not just for me. For you and anyone who needs it-because the more we do this, the more organic our relationship with our Creator becomes.
ok.
An update from my pre-op.
My doctor has this insane virtual reality model of my brain. He can navigate the inside of my brain, tumor, blood vessels to get a better picture of what he will work with. After seeing this He has decided he is only going for the new tumor. 25% of the total volume. Also he might have to go back in through the old incision. Also he might have to redo the mesh to get the loose screw out. Yep. Loose screw. You can’t make this up people.
While I wasn’t prepared to hear this, I am thankful for his truthfulness and conservative hand. Please pray for the surgeon, my babies, parents and husband. It should take 5-6-? Hours. (He was all noncommittal).
7:30 am and get a new haircut and a donate a few brain cells. Love to you all. Hug your babies and mine please. God is good. All the time.

Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the LORD our God.

Psalm 20:7

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28 responses to “Bam”

  1. Rebecca Lewis Avatar
    Rebecca Lewis

    Rambling and praying with you! Hugs sweet friend.

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    1. Grace Avatar
      Grace

      Praying for you dear Michelle❣️ Love you sweet sister!

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  2. Shelley Coles Avatar
    Shelley Coles

    Love you Michelle. You and chad and the kids are all in our prayers!

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  3. Karen Chien Avatar
    Karen Chien

    We trust in the name of the Lord our God! Yes!

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  4. Heather Gilmore Avatar
    Heather Gilmore

    Praying praying praying! Thankful for your transparency and always your wonderful sense of humor. Looking forward to seeing how God continues to use you through this time!
    Love you friend!!

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  5. Rachel Safyurtlu Avatar
    Rachel Safyurtlu

    Love you friend. Praying non-stop for you, your doctor, Chad and your babies. ❤️🙏🏼

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  6. Debbie Maxwell Avatar
    Debbie Maxwell

    Praying for you Michelle! May our God sustain and strengthen you and Chad as you, yet again, have been required to walk through this valley. Love, Debbie

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  7. Rachel Fessler Avatar
    Rachel Fessler

    Praying Michelle! Our God is strong, our God is good! Love you!

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  8. Donna Sellers Avatar
    Donna Sellers

    Keeping you in prayer and all your family as well. Rambling on to our great GOD on your behalf knowing that HE inclines HIS ear and hears our prayers!

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  9. Cheri Clark Avatar
    Cheri Clark

    Praying fervently for you…probably with a little rambling….trusting in the Spirit to lift these petitions to the Throne Room of God. Praying….praying….praying.

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  10. Chiara Avatar
    Chiara

    I’m praying for you, Michelle! Love you and your family. Our God is good, we are clinging to who He is. Praying throughout today.

    Chiara Hawley

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  11. Lizette Avatar
    Lizette

    Isaiah 41:10 (ESV) fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
    Praying for you and your family, the surgeon and nurses and may God be in every detail!

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  12. Jenny Katcef Avatar
    Jenny Katcef

    Such a great post. Praying, rambling and tighten up a few of my loose screws in the process. I love chariots and horses but love God more! Can’t wait to get an updated xoxo

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  13. Kristen Aldrich Avatar
    Kristen Aldrich

    Praying ,Praying Praying through the day !! Praying for steady hands of your surgeon, Chad that he will rely on the Lord for all and the hands and feet of Jesus that want to help and serve your family. Praying for your babies, that they will see a great God through another surgery. Love , love, love you Michelle and we are kneeling at the throne for you today !!!!

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  14. Lisa R Avatar
    Lisa R

    Praying for you and all your family 🙏🏻🧡

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  15. Laura Zook Avatar
    Laura Zook

    A screw is loose! 😂 me too. Praying all day for you and your sweet babies and for Chad. We love you 😍 all!! You are surrounded and He will protect you.

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  16. Kelly Smith Avatar
    Kelly Smith

    We are fervently praying for you all and so thankful to God for His love and mercy! Eagerly awaiting news about you! Love you, sweet sister! xoxo

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  17. Natalie Gandolfo Avatar
    Natalie Gandolfo

    Sending love and prayers your way. I know we don’t know each other terribly well but I wanted to let you know that my prayers for you and your family have been continual since I learned of your the challenges you are facing. God has got you sweet mama and will lift you and your family through this. All our love from the Gandolfos and your Coyote family. xoxoxo

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  18. Jan Avatar
    Jan

    I don’t know you but we have a mural friend. I am your prayer warrior. I have witnessed the power of prayer many times and I’m praying for a thorough resolution to your problems. You are very strong in your faith. Keep it up and know you and your family are being uplifted.

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  19. Janie Avatar
    Janie

    Love and admire you so much, Michelle! God sure has made a remarkable woman in YOU. Praying you through this new trial. Thankful that we have a personal God who carries us and encourages our “rambles”. Praying for your babies, Chad, and your families as well. 💗

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  20. gail campbell Avatar
    gail campbell

    You are so prayed up on my end without ceasing my sweet sister 🙂

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  21. Karen Horist Avatar
    Karen Horist

    Praying for you and yours all day today! May our great God give superpowers to your surgeon!

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  22. Melissa Cox Avatar
    Melissa Cox

    I am praying for you and your family!!

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  23. Kathy Dumont Avatar
    Kathy Dumont

    Sweet Michelle,
    I’ve been praying all day for you. When I first got up, and through this day as I cradle our miracle micro-preemie, granddaughter in my arms here in Denver. She is an amazing reminder of God’s love and power. Praying for peace to surround you all and for much rejoicing with a successful surgery and full recovery in His timing.

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  24. Amanda Smith Avatar
    Amanda Smith

    Praying for you and family Michelle! XO

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  25. Jamie Bees Avatar
    Jamie Bees

    Praying for you Michelle!!!

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  26. Nonie Stoecklein Avatar
    Nonie Stoecklein

    You are a miracle of God, Michelle! I just heard the good news, that the surgery was successful. I am praying with you! ❤️❤️

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  27. Barbara Riggs friend of Claudene Avatar
    Barbara Riggs friend of Claudene

    My heart is so happy to hear your surgery went well. God bless you dear Michelle and your family ❤️🙏

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