Author: Michelle White

  • September catch up…

    September catch up…

    Just found this draft….forgot to publish her.
    Whoa. HOW IS IT THE END OF NOVEMBER!?!?!? Can’t be happening. This house is treading water for spare time. Our September was a whirlwind. What happened you ask? Oh, I just turned 3-0. Yek. Still having issues with joining middleage. This last year has earned me 3 very odd gray hairs, a few extra gypsy hairs on my chin and some squint wrinkles. I also don’t bounce out of my chair with the same spring, it is more of a groan and rocking motion. I will share our September through some pics:

    First day of school:
    YM’s!
    Second first day of school:

    Sweet Wuich’s

    And then…..There is soccor. I get to brag here, I am proud of my little Stink. Homey is on fire. 

    His biggest fan.
    B’s 5th Bday party!

    Oh yes, and my Birthday. I turned the big 3-0, and had the MOST wonderful party thanks to my mom and sweet husband. I am surrounded by the best of the best. 🙂
    My sweet mom in law and mamabird.
    Warning, this is a pic overload, we tried to take pics of everyone, and well this is my bloggity blog, and I want to share the pics of some of the people who mean so much to Chad and I. I am SO thankful for all our amazing friends and family who have helped me through this last year, and who I have been blessed enough to share this life with. I love you ALL!!!! Thank you for being such an encouragement and source of support for me and my hubs. Big hugs and smooches.

    My sweet Aunt Dot
    AND, you made it! The end;)

  • Getting Personal

    Hello 3rd Trimester….Oh, how I thought you would never come. 27 weeks deep and we are alive! Woohoo. This last week was a bad one, but other than that, I have to say we have been blessed with a great pregnancy. The baby/ me-who takes ownership of this anyway? has single umbilical artery which was good reminder that healthy pregnancies are a gift. Most of these cases are fine, a few end up delivering early due to growth issues which I believe we will be doing anyway.

    To answer the question of the hour: YES, we are planning to do permanent sterilization. A LOT of people seem very interested in the future olympics of our reproductive parts. Sadly, shop is closed. While I would love another and then probably another, I believe we need to be good stewards of what we have been given. And I don’t think I, as a mom, could give much more of my health away. This pregnancy was a huge surprise. And scary in many ways if I am being honest. We are still praying about exactly what to do, because it is hard to say in one breath, I trust you God with everything, but not with this. I still struggle with whether or not it is a sin issue on my behalf of wanting to control things, or if we are in fact being good stewards by preventing….it is hard. It is a hard thing to make a final call on when we both want to seek God’s will and haven’t been given a total peace with it all. We both feel like this last week was more than we could handle, or pass off to someone should I have to go through another surgery/ hospital visit/ chronic headache. So there it is.

    Lastly, thank you to all of you who have been praying for me this last week. God has given me relief, so huge praise. Huge praise for our wonderful parents who drop EVERYTHING to care for us. We are blessed blessed blessed, and thankful, thankful, thankful. There are so many prayer requests that I am consumed with-it just seems as though it all comes at once. We have so many hurting friends, and we hurt with you. My heart is heavy. I love you sweet friends.

  • Redemption

    So, as you all might have noticed, I have had been an absentee blogger/ friend. It’s been an interesting last 4 months. I didn’t know quite how to say what we went through/ are going through.  I DO have a lot to say, (obviously), about what I will share below, and maybe that will help lead me to indulge you in what has been going on the last 4 months.

    This last year, God graciously gave us another trial. A chance to trust Him alone, a chance to share His good news and through this we can celebrate my mothers salvation and Chad’s grandmother’s salvation. I was diagnosed with a softball sized brain tumor one month after our 3rd child was born. Through this we have learned the kindness and mercy of our GOOD God. All about Gods hands and feet. What true servanthood is. Can I share how God redeemed the trials of this past year and  covered us with His love?  (Warning, this is a 4th degree ramble.)

    We are/ have been/ continue to be blessed by family, friends, and a wonderful church who we love more than anything. As of today, we have zero medical expenses and a 100% identical MRI to my July baseline-No re-growth!! There is still tumor, but only a fraction of what we were working with back in Feb. God has given us His perfect promised peace. It truly does surpass ALL understanding. My husband and I love eachother in much more unexplainable way. We are closer and our marriage is tighter. We were granted disability this whole past year. Lord knows I was/ am legit:) Formula was provided to us by our very loving parents! (and friends)! I have recovered from both surgeries with my health and little less brain, but y’all still love me, rigggghhht?? I have a humbling hair situation. 😉 Good thing they make hats. My friendships have grown in ways I never could have imagined. My friends feel more like sisters, what a wonderful gift. The encouragement is unending. STILL people email/ FB me and tell me they are praying for me, sending me scripture, or they have a similar story and it is such a great chance to remember how good our God is. and to share the good news! God had already redeemed the trial tenfold, but must have thought we needed one more surprise and blessing (all in one) in 2012: We are expecting a baby. In May/June we will, Lord willing, be bringing home our 4th child. This is another opportunity to trust our sovereign, all knowing God. We resolve to trust that what was so far out of our will, is within His.  This is not a look-at-me, “bump ahead”, aren’t we blessed?! announcement. This is a humble, cautiously excited, reveal of where we are. I am doing well, baby is well, prayers are always appreciated. God’s mercy in gifting us a pregnancy along with ZERO growth of the tumor is incomprehensible. Thank you loving friends for letting us share. Thank you for your love support and tangible displays of love this past year. We are grateful beyond our ability to express!

  • Choices

    Choices

    This is 95% of the reason I do not let my little people dress themselves. We negotiated the shorts from his green lantern chonies. PS this jewel of an outfit was 15 minutes into the making. As an added bonus he has shin guards and black soccor socks on to add a touch of class.

  • The Unknown God

    This is a “God” post. I know a lot of you peeps are more interested in the failures of my existence we can all laugh about, and probably just skim over these ones: but don’t. I will give you incentive: If you read all the way through, I will open up about my wild and crazy Saturday night.

    There is a sweet couple from church who are going through a crazy surgery/ recovery with 2 children. They are a mentor couple for our marriage ministry, and an awesome example of what godly perspective is amidst a very personal, painful trial. He has been in the hospital for almost a month now, and I have been watching, reading updates, PRAYING, and observing their faithfulness and many prayer warriors loving on them and encouraging them. It has been a tenfold blessing to witness.
    It brought back so many memories from this past year, and how many people did the same for me. I am writing this for the people who prayed for me, and aren’t too sure who they were really praying to.  First of all THANK YOU for caring and praying, and showing us compassion. For caring enough to direct thoughts to our maker, the one who holds this world in the palm of His hand. I came across this scripture, and thought it might help.

    …I perceive that in every way you are very religious. 23 For as I passed along and observed the objects of your worship, I found also an altar with this inscription, ‘To the unknown god.’ What therefore you worship as unknown, this I proclaim to you. 24 The God who made the world and everything in it, being Lord of heaven and earth, does not live in temples made by man, 25 nor is he served by human hands, as though he needed anything, since he himself gives to all mankind life and breath and everything. 26 And he made from one man every nation of mankind to live on all the face of the earth, having determined allotted periods and the boundaries of their dwelling place, 27 that they should seek God, and perhaps feel their way toward him and find him.Yet he is actually not far from each one of us, 28 for

    “‘In him we live and move and have our being’;

    as even some of your own poets have said,

    “‘For we are indeed his offspring.’

    29 Being then God’s offspring, we ought not to think that the divine being is like gold or silver or stone, an image formed by the art and imagination of man. 30 The times of ignorance God overlooked, but now he commands all people everywhere to repent, 31 because he has fixed a day on which he will judge the world in righteousness by a man whom he has appointed; and of this he has given assurance to all by raising him from the dead.” 
    -Acts 17:23b-31

    These verses have been swarming my mind for awhile now, and I felt compelled to share them. Not because I am holier than you. Because if you know me, clearly, I am not. And if you don’t know me, whoops. Sorry to shatter the dream.  I can barely follow a recipe let alone the most sacred book given to us by our perfect, glorious God. Good thing I get Jesus’s perfect record, and not mine. My purpose in sharing this was to give you a glimpse into truth and encourage you to know Him as well. Turn away from whatever is standing between you and Him, and put your faith and trust in Christ’s work on the cross. Because the reality of this life is; in those last dark quiet solitary moments, He is all we will have.

    I would have liked to have ended on that note, but I promised you deetz. You ready? Ok, me too. Saturday night we had our nephew and of course he slept like a champ. Halle did not. In fact, she hates going to bed more than me. She let Aliso Viejo know all about it by testing how high her screaming could go and for how long. (1 hr. 13 minutes to be exact) Then Stink and I did NOT clean one thing. That’s right people. Dishes in sink, cars on the floor, it was magical. We sat on our couch and watched a lame musical auditioning show, where anyone who could hold a pen to register was able to showcase their mad singing abilities. About 90% of them had hearing difficulties, or were straight up crazy, and quite frankly I couldn’t stop sweating, adjusting, and readjusting. Discomfort abounded. Then we watched UCLA lose, and Stink pouted for the rest of the night. I may or may not have had 2 bowls of cereal, and we were in bed by 10:30. Hot. Be jealous.